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—to express when you feel a lot, to have to express when you feel nothing, and to wear your heart in a toilet.

I miss that feeling when I fell freely

free from destiny and decision
falling deeply into my soul and hearing only your heartbeat
I never believe such thing could happen
at autumn equinox
when the wind has its own will
blowing
whistling
such melody does not belong to this world
so I decided to fall
I chose to
so that I can remember the melody of a dream

Falling

is like flying
downwards
to pain
and here it is,
the pain of walking
without air
moving
towards my lashes, lips, ears, skin
between
bodies
in love
aligned with stars
dancing, smiling
shinning
so sweetly
like butterfly
like moth
like dream